And it makes me think. I am one of those people that... well I'm basically this post. But over the last year or so, it's getting a little more serious, and I've been in arguments with my best friend about equality and gay rights and all. (I spent about 15 minutes browsing through my tumblr to look for that post and I might or might not have lost my train of thoughts.)
The point was about how coming out is scary, even if you're comfortable with yourself but fuck that. The point now is that, even if I fully support gay rights and do victory dances when I hear a country has accepted gay marriage, I still can catch myself being awfully judgemental. It wasn't until recently that I began trying to stop using the word "gay" as a negative comment. And when I actually meet openly gay people the first thing I notice is their sexuality and although it's in a completely positive way, it stands out to me and I want to slap myself because being gay or not should not make a damn difference. Even the fact that usually being gay makes me like the person a little more and I hate it. I don't know. I'm probably not making sense but oh well.
On a lighter note, I am slowly becoming obsessed with One Direction. I swear it's Tyler Oakley's fault. I swear. It hurts.